Lol, how should I be feeling?
Should I selflessly be happy for you? Or should I selfishly be angry about it?
What can I do now?
Do I let go? No.
Should I still wait? Yes I will.

Shermaine Chan, I'll always be there for you,
No matter how you may treat me, ignore me, angry at me.
I'll still be there, no matter what happens.
Stupid me.