It's hard trying to hide my tears from you.

I'm trying my best.

I try not to have contact with you as much as possible, so you won't feel awkward.
I try to text you less and keep it short, just so you won't feel like you're wasting your time.
I try to talk less in front of you, so you won't be angry at the things that come out from my mouth.

Because I want you to be happy, and not worry about me doing this and that.
Seems like you're doing a good job.

But it's not so easy over here.
I'm way over my limit long ago.
Who knows what will happen?

I hope this will all be over soon.