When I say that you are always on my mind, I do not just say it as a passing remark.

Literally, the moment I just woke up, your face pops right up into my mind.

When I'm walking, the thought of holding your hands, just comes up.

When I'm sitting down, embracing you is what I'm really thinking about.

When I'm eating, the moments when we share our food and tease each other's mouths.

When I'm watching a movie alone in the theatres, how fun it is for us to laugh together if you're beside me, then we kiss each other's lips, and just smile.

When I'm hanging out with friends, all I can think of is, I wish you are here, to be with me, talk with my friends and let me show off our love, deep and strong to our jealous friends.

When I'm sad and sitting alone, oh how i really wish for you to be here, give me a rub on the back, and kiss my forehead, saying everything is ok, I'm here now.

When I'm sick, I was wondering if you would call and ask if I'm okay, and head over to my place to put wet cloth over my head and feed me my pills.

When I'm lying on my bed, I just want to embrace the moment of us ending the day together, and let you lie on my chest, and I'll run my fingers through your hair when you sleep.

Now I'm all alone, suffering this pain so strong.

All these happy memories became the nightmares of my life.

I don't really believe in your power, god.

But if you would show me, the way out of this mess, if you love everyone just as much like what people said.

Please, save me from this.